Something to think about is that you will have just as many partings as you do meetings, in one way or another. I know it’s morbid, but eventually we will all have to say goodbye to everyone, so make the time you have with people count.
Without going into detail out of respect for both parties, let just say I'm not in the same relationship I had been in. I'm not upset about my situation, in fact I have three wonderful ladies who keep me pretty busy as it is.
I know people like a good story, but the long and the short of it is that sometimes people just are not compatible. It’s the lead a horse to water saying in practical application, going both ways, if that makes sense. I’ve learned a lot about myself, good and bad, but more than anything I discovered my self worth.
Someone once told me to focus on myself and the right people will enter my life, well, that seems very true at this point. I do have a great support system and a back log of leather projects, so that helps a lot. I am at a point where the future is looking pretty good. I do have some things to get past, and I do have to get back on my diet and exercise plan that I've neglected. And my writing! I now have so much to add, I might get it completed!
Sometimes things hurt. Things hurt for a reason. I have been told for some time from multiple sources, that people come into your life to be a lesson or a blessing, I believe this. There isn't a positive or negative connotation added to this, it's just a fact. I have learned a lot and although there have been so many reasons for me never to try again, I am and I will, and I'm very happy with that part of my life right now.
Everyday is a struggle. Work (Leather business), depression, anxiety, children, people who want to butt into your business, the list goes on and on. I'm dealing with it on a daily basis, and it wears me down, but when you have the right and true people in your life, it gets easier, and that's where I'm at, well, I'm at the beginning of that phase.
Thank you for a the birthday wishes yesterday, it made me feel incredibly loved!
There are more adventures ahead, we will just have to see what they are, but rest assured, things will not get dull.
Until next time dear readers...
